{"id":376,"date":"2022-02-28T09:11:17","date_gmt":"2022-02-28T14:11:17","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/rampantbicycle.com\/blog\/?p=376"},"modified":"2022-02-28T09:11:17","modified_gmt":"2022-02-28T14:11:17","slug":"i-think-i-can-be-forgiven","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/rampantbicycle.com\/blog\/2022\/02\/i-think-i-can-be-forgiven\/","title":{"rendered":"I think I can be forgiven"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>&#8230;for falling off the wagon over the last week or so, between going back to the office for the first time, starting a professional development course, and the sort of creepingly ubiquitously distracting awfulness of what is going on in Ukraine as I type. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I think I will try to keep conversation on that particular matter to a relative minimum here; there are many who can discuss such things with more insight than I have. It is heartbreaking and more than a little terrifying.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It is strange to me, though, that somehow the rest of life is&#8230;still going. That we finished up our watch of the Ring Cycle and, right on time, started a playthrough of Elden Ring over the weekend. That I made a meal plan and went to the grocery store and thought to boil some eggs and folded laundry and did&#8230;all of the other things, even though an amber alert late last week may have given me a momentary heart attack as it did many others. That I did homework and prepared for tonight&#8217;s session of this professional development course, as I always do. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I keep waking up not dead, I suppose. It&#8217;s a start.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And, should the very worst happen, I suppose at least it&#8217;ll be over with pretty quickly for me, so that&#8217;s a mercy. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>For now, it&#8217;s pretty quiet, but it is a very, very weird feeling.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I wonder what will be next.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8230;for falling off the wagon over the last week or so, between going back to the office for the first time, starting a professional development course, and the sort of creepingly ubiquitously distracting awfulness of what is going on in Ukraine as I type. I think I will try to keep conversation on that particular &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/rampantbicycle.com\/blog\/2022\/02\/i-think-i-can-be-forgiven\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;I think I can be forgiven&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-376","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/rampantbicycle.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/376","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/rampantbicycle.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/rampantbicycle.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rampantbicycle.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rampantbicycle.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=376"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/rampantbicycle.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/376\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/rampantbicycle.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=376"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rampantbicycle.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=376"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rampantbicycle.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=376"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}